Hopeless admiration.

Hello everyone!

So, there's been a thought on my mind for a while now and I just can't seem to figure out the reason. I can not figure out why we, as a general population, are so into people that we cannot and probably will never have the slightest chance with. It's been a thing with me for as long as I can remember. Always having a huge crush on like, a celebrity or whatever. But when you have someone that you can observe on a daily basis and see how they act day to day, you really start to have feelings for them. 

I don't know if this is just my hopeless romantic self or if a lot of people do it. I mean, I don't obsess like some and like and comment on every single instagram photo that said person has (that's just really creepy). But I do look at them. I smile if I see them smiling and maybe like one or two pictures. Yet still this person is on your mind. 

Sadly, all I can really do is sit and watch. Chilling in the background waiting for something that will never happen. *cry cry*
But oh well!

(Most pointless post ever)

Till next time, BYE <3